My "confession" about exercise and what I need and plan to, do

I fear exercise.  It seems silly, but that is how I feel.  I am worried that I will not be able to stick to it.  I will not stick to it because of fear.  I feel like I will never be active.  I got thrown off track twice.  I am now in this position.  The reason is I fear failure.  I guess I have to constantly remind myself of what is most important when it comes to exercise as well as "diet".  I am an overweight diabetic and I don't wish to procrastinate and see exercise as a chore.  I want to make any more unrealistic plans and ended up making progress. That is my real exercise goal.