Dear Lord,
I don't usually write prayers concerning this issue. I need to make it clear however that I am afraid to fail. I am afraid to continue to be a perfectionist when it comes to this issue. I have not been made perfect. My desire is to exercise and continue to do so. I want to make exercise a habit. I want to just go out there and exercise. I don't want to continue to be inspired. I often see exercise as a chore. A chore is not fun and needs to be done. A chore is work. A chore can seem like a drudgery. That deep down is how I feel about exercise. I don't love to exercise but I want to. I need to know if I can exercise and get used to it for a long time. I find myself writing and thus procrastinating or making excuses as to why. My fear is that I will never lose weight. I am putting things off; I will lose weight eventually. Fear stems from impatience. I want to lose weight fast. That is the problem. I want to lose those 2 pounds per week but even that requires hard work. Help me to do what is hard. Help me to lose weight. Give me the wisdom and guidance that I so need. Thank You for Your love, forgiveness, and answer to my prayer.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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