I admit that this is not a traditional exercise blog. That is true. I am not a trainer, a fitness model, or even a chef. I am just a regular person who likes to blog. I would like to learn and also do health-oriented things such as exercise and healthy recipes.
Sunday, September 7, 2014
I want to be fit and in shape
Spiritually I am doing better. Mentally I am okay as well. I have to take a break today however. I take breaks on Sundays and Tuesday. I am supposed to be fit and in shape by now, but there is no use crying over spilled milk. I forgive myself and I am beginning to no longer be self-conscious. I have been self-conscious for a long time and it is not a good thing to have. I would like to stop being self-conscious and love and respect myself. I don't always like myself but I am looking forward to this journey and to keep the weight off. That is my problem. I need to lose weight, but I also need to honor, love, and respect myself and stop being so self-conscious. I believe that a fat person can love, love, and respect myself. Not all fat people are so self-conscious. So God loves me for who I am. What I look like is not God's highest priority I think. I would like to be God and look at my own heart. Morals and character are what a person either has or don't have it. I just don't think that God will love me less regardless of my size. However, I think that God wants me to not be self-conscious and exhibit a lack of self-control. Those things are what I need to work on. I believe that I am not the healthiest person but that is my goal. As long as I don't engage in eating that is moderate and promoting healthy eating, then I believe that is what matters the most, at least to me.
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