How I'm doing today

I am okay.  I am also just tired.  I was also just depressed.  I was and still am, clinically obese.  I went to the doctor yesterday and I have gained a lot of weight.  In fact, I realize that I am living out my worst fears.  I find out that I am just tired of the daily grind.  It is so sad that exercise is not a part of the daily grind.  My life is just boring.  I have grown tired because I am tired.  I am also fearful and I wish that I could change.  I have no excuse.  I have become lazy.  It is time that my blog becomes more or less a traditional exercise blog.