Sunday, July 9, 2017
Why? Why wait for someone or something else to help me?
Yesterday, I wrote about crossfit. I had a crush on a wrestler who uses crossfit to get into shape. The truth is, I need to get into shape, no matter if it is walking or if it is dancing. It has been a while since I have exercised. Well, it has been a while since I have walked. I feel ashamed of myself since I don't exercise. It has been months since I have done any exercise. I feel like I have to start all over again. However, the real problem is sticking to an exercise regimen. On the other hand, maybe I should stop worrying and obsessing about wanting to exercise and just exercise. Waiting just hasn't done me any good. So now, I realize that I have to start to exercise, but for me. I don't need to do this for my health. I need to do this for me. I need to know and to see what I can do. I am the one who needs to lose weight, however, how do I need to overcome being obsessed with losing the weight? That is a question I wish I could answer myself.