Today, I have been resting from exercise. After all, today has been my rest day. Rather, today is a rest day from exercise. I have trouble following a plan that I have created. I just have no clue what I am doing. I have focused so much on my weight that I have ended up being unhealthy. My weight is something that is important to me, but it has become like an "idol" of sorts. I want and need to lose weight, I have struggled. That is not something that I am proud to admit. I have struggled constantly even when it comes to a plan, diet and exercise. I tire of the struggle and the over-focus on my weight. I just don't know what I am doing.
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