Friday, June 5, 2015

Sad truth

I have decided not to make any entries for a while now until I start to actually do some exercise.  I have become too lazy and it is time to overcome my laziness and procrastination.  It stems from years of fear and doubt.  My whole life and my entire existence seems to be that way.  I envy those who can go out there and exercise.  I don't have that tenacity and I probably never will.  OMG, that is what is wrong with me.  Not only do I see the negatives in almost everything, but I have allowed fear and doubt to take over.  I am supposed to be a Christian and fear is torment.  I have been tormented in every area of my life.  I have become and thus I am lazy.  I am motivation, but I realize that is not all it takes to exercise.

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