Am I crazy?

I am in the mood to give up on diet and exercise as well.  How do I change?  Am I willing to change? Am I normal?  What is wrong with me?  I am a person who...I have a confession to make.  I know exercise makes me feel better, yet I hate exercise.  I have lost the will to improve my life.  There is a light at the end of the tunnel however.  Exercise is good for me.  I have to move a muscle before it is too late.  I feel so down about myself.  I have every reason to exercise yet I have no real desire.  Why is this?  Help me.