Wednesday, April 15, 2015

In need of motivation

Dear God,

I woke up to some depression.  I know it is because my first thought was that I am lazy.  For much of the day, sleep was all I was looking forward to.  I ask for increased motivation to exercise.  I lack the motivation to just do the basics.  I no longer have that interest.  I did in the past.  I wonder if it the fear that I was referring to.  I hate that I am this way.  I would like to just do it.  I want to develop a habit to exercise.  I know of the path I am going on and my lack of motivation would prove dire.  Lord, help me.

I ask this in Jesus' name,